Rambling Thoughts

I had a fantastic catch up with my colleagues after work. For once we were able to sit, chat and have a nice meal and even dessert! together. It is so difficult to organise a time with these awesome girls, even though we were missing some other beautiful amazing girls but what can you do? We are NICU girls we save really sick babies, for parents who cannot be there with their babies 24/7 we are there to watch over them and help the babies get better each day. Honestly, we treat them as if they were our own babies, with lots of love, care and saving their butts when they decide to go bradycardia and desaturating on us. Anyway.. I never thought I would get a long with these girls. I grew up in an Asian community,  however I still had some western friends back in primary and high school, but high school was when you connected with your crew because you understand your mates and your maturity levels in those years are different to how you are now. Working at my hospital has always been...

I am so excited to go to New Zealand it'll be so amazing! i really can't wait. Even though I am going with the Mr R and his parents... but I think it'll be ok. I know some people may think that i'm crazy to be travelling with Mr R's parents. We are not even married yet and we're doing a lot of things together as a family. It's interesting though and it may drive me crazy, but I have to get used to it. I've been feeling sick, thanks to the night of raining heavily after I finished work, i went to the shops rather than going home to get out of my wet clothes.. genius... anyway rather than sitting at home and not doing anything and mope around being sick. I've been looking about what to do in New Zealand. productive really. I've looked at Onsen Hot Springs. The view looks amazing! i really believe that this will be an amazing experience. Looking at my friends hiking pictures it looks so beautiful! I'm so excited to hike again. It's been a ...

I have been on afternoon shifts and it has been quite difficult for me to blog. wednesday i slept in til noon i was pretty knocked out from soccer and gym. i then just got ready to go to work and I remembered I got to work way too early it was a late start, sigh* was going to catch up with S in the afternoon but she was too busy. thursday - i had to wake up early to move my car then i went back to sleep i honestly don't remember what i did. oh that's right i had to call an emergency buzzer on the baby i looked after. Friday: Today i woke up  late made breakfast my iPod shuffle came in the mail today. Thank you boyfriend for the present :) It's a gold iPod shuffle that i can use to go to the gym yay! Got ready for work and it was a good busy shift i got to cuddle babies and bottle feed them. I have not done that in a long time! I love my work sometimes. I had a tutorial this afternoon about arterial lines. It was just only me and E this afternoon I think all the other g...

Today was a productive day not.. I slept in til 11:30am I miss half a day on what i was going to do.  I was probably very tired from yesterday. I woke up had brunch waited for boyfriend to play soccer. He had training today so we decided to go early and we had a few kicks which was really good. I got taught how to kick a soccer ball properly for the first time :) It was fun, but tough to get the right techniques. I'm pretty good kicking with my left foot which is strange because i'm right dominant. oh well. practice makes perfect. I also went to the gym after oh boy i was so tired.. and my arms are still sore from weights yesterday. But anyways it didn't matter. Losing weight is never easy.. you just have to put your heart and mind into it to achieve the results you want. Also had dinner with his soccer team tonight. It was good I really enjoy seeing the team and see how happy they are after training I haven't had this feeling since i played volleyball. I know it'...

As you get older you become independent with life. There is banking and finances to sort out. paying of HECS debt  balancing work and life with friends chores.  omg i need to start being a neat freak honestly. My boyfriend says I leave things lying around. I need to put them back into the right places. But after work I am always so tired. I feel like i need to change this habit. I need to organise it properly.. except the place I'm staying at the moment is his place so I can't change much things around without his permission. I don't want to be the girlfriend who takes over everything.... I just want to make his place look pretty, clean and tidy now... haha.  I woke up this morning and watched youtube had breakfast and cleaned my mess putting clothes in drawers did the washing etc. Its lunch time now I should do some cooking then head to the gym.  I've put on so much weight that it's ridiculous I need to lose this now... After surgery really screwed me...

I look back at my old blogs and I laugh out loud.. it's all about relationships.. I'm finally in a relationship and I am happy. I am blessed and very grateful that this person has entered my life. I thank God for what plans he has given me. 7/03/2015 was when God has given the plan for me to keep this person in my life. I had mixed emotions on that night. As a girl i know you don't  confess or anything... but i expressed how i felt but in the end i left it up to him. Sometimes as girls we can do that. We have to prove ourselves and to others that we should not get pushed around and what ever decisions you make do not feel ashamed. It is all part of the learning experience. I think back to my younger days I have so many expectations in a man. A checklist and everything has to be perfect with him. But this person is not "perfect" I love his imperfections. He makes me so happy that sometimes I just cry for joy because I am very blessed and grateful his existence. ...