Rambling Thoughts

I feel so burnt out from work. Sometimes I feel like I'm giving up on myself sometimes I second guess myself because people around you at work don't trust what you do and already jump to a conclusion and become negative that you have done and something wrong, or done something that is different to their methods and put you an awkward position about everything. Judgement. I don't like it when people are judged on their actions or they just jump to a conclusion that that person has done something wrong, and it is straight away their fault even when it isn't they feel that, that person is responsible for what happened.  I feel that this sort of behaviour in an environment affects the home environment. I feel like I have seen that in myself at home sometimes now that I think about it. I jump to the worst possible conclusions ever and started to be quite snappy and mean and it really affects on my happiness at home with my parents and family members, and also with Mr R. I...

Buying a house is so stressful! the process of it is so annoying! It's close to settlement day and my agent is a bloody useless person! he didn't even bother to contact me to let me know that the house is ready and open for display. I had to find it out on Instagram. I mean come on at least let me know that the house is ready at least. I asked if I could see the house before it was open to the public. He responds saying that the next day is a public holiday and it's too bad and that I will have to see it on the Saturday. I mean come on it is my house after all i should have the right to inspect if every thing is perfect. It's not that hard...  From the beginning til almost the end, the agent who sold the house to us has moved on to another project, and handed over to an agent who did not even bother to contact me to say "Hi how are you blah blah if you have any queries or concern feel free to contact me. " NOTHING AT ALL... so unprofessional. I wonder how h...