Rambling Thoughts

My dear work Colleague you are a true gem always bringing happy laughter into the unit with your bright smile and your bright scrubs. I will miss you and your laughter. I just can't believe your life was taken away from earth so quickly. But there is a reason. Always a reason where God wanted you instead. You have done your deed on earth. I hope you rest in peace. We will always have you in our hearts. so long. good bye. RIP. I will see you again in heaven :).

I hate it when you become really nice towards someone then they snap and mistreat you after all you have done for them. Sometimes I just absolutely hate it and I question myself why was I nice to them in the first place.  The world is such a cruel place we give and we take, but the ones who give hurt the most because they put their heart and soul into caring for other people. The people who take it, take it with greed and do not appreciate what has been given to them. I wish people learn to appreciate each day and not be so greedy. Sometimes people can take their opinions and shove it!

Today was the last day of work and now I'm on annual leave! :D yay! So I was hoping today will go all smooth without any hiccups along the way. But I hate to admit every time when I need to handover it is always nerve wrecking to find out who takes over from you. There are some people that are rude, or try and talk down on you. I'm not going to name names. While I was trying to lighten up their work load for the afternoon, I decided to do every thing for one person first and then move on to the next person to complete the days task after my lunch break. However, this person was trying to nit pick at everything that I did. I was feeling quite annoyed, it is very obvious to the human eye that I  was busy trying to finish my task, and that task is quite a process to complete, so obviously the task for the other person cannot be done on the exact hour. After lunch I come back to help with the 2nd task I need to do and whilst doing that particular task, that person will not take my ...

When people bug you so much to the point where it is absolutely none of their business completely drives me crazy. I feel suffocated, is how I describe it.  Lately, I've had things to deal with things on a personal level lets call it "family issues" and you just don't want to explain yourself to anyone what is going on because hey it is N O N  E   O F   Y O U R B U S I N E S S. But you know people "genuinely" want to make sure you are "Ok". After when you have told them you are "ok" and need space to sort things out. But... no they think giving space to you is still asking you things every few days... Then you cop it from those people saying that they are worried and assume the worst has happen. I mean "No news is good news right?"  Worse they even try and ask your partner behind your back, and they expect your partner to respond to them when they have absolutely no right in asking him and trying to get him involved, and in c...

"From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety, for you are my safe refuge."                                                                                                 ~ ~Psalm 61:3 I am finally on annual leave. But I have been super stressed out by the things I have to pack to move back home. Mr R is moving to Tasmania soon and I am back to living with my parents. I was very anxious last night that I think I was having a panic attack, I suddenly felt so dizzy and breathing heavily it was not normal. I've never experienced anything like this before. Tonight as well I just felt sick in the stomach. I couldn't control myself. In the past when I was super anxious or stressed...

It's going to be a crazy year this year. Each year I say I will blog more.. but that never really happens. I want to find inspiration to blog and talk about life, my travel adventures and about things that we were never taught in school that is relevant that I have experienced so far. I will find the inspiration to write something interesting.  Alright so this year Mr R is moving to Tasmania. I am so proud of him it has not been an easy journey for him. But being able to find a job that he actually loves i'm really proud of him! We both have been through thick and thin. I just feel very blessed to have some one who is so motivated with life to achieve things. We encourage each other in many ways which I never thought will actually last. But he has proved me wrong. He is my rock and I am his. There is so much to do. Have to help pack and move my things back home now, and help pack Mr R's things for his move. January and February is going to be a busy 2 months. We are ...