Rambling Thoughts

July has just been an insane month. I will just dot point everything since I need to catch up on some beauty sleep. - Working, and doing double shifts because we are so short staffed at the moment.. - monthly dinner at a friends place - Every friday and Saturday I have something going on good bye party, 21st birthday parties, unfortunately had to skip 1 of the 21st.. have another 21st coming up, close friends birthday, dinner outtings with friends and Grandpa's surprise birthday party. - Work related things -Sorting out adult life and paper work July is soo busy, I just want the time to stop for a while and let me catch up on sleep and watching dramas and spending time with Mr R. It is soo difficult, we were planning to getaway for a while and do a weekend trip somewhere but it has just been crazy with our lives with work/uni and birthdays. Even though we go to birthdays together etc but we just want to have time to ourselves. hahaha gosh I sound clingy. But it is true when ...

Dislike: when someone has been cruel, mean and selfish. Saying things that is mean and rude to you did nothing to them, and they expect you to change a new leaf to start of fresh. They hate you because you didn't put an effort to talk to them. How does that make sense? Firstly they talk cruel and hateful and disgusting things about you and they reverse the blame to you saying that you didn't make an effort to talk and get to know them?  Firstly I have my stance on why I did not want to associate or talk to you unless it's necessary it is because my perspectives and my views on certain things is conflicting to what you say and think. I was born and raised here. my Australian Chinese background is different to a traditional chinese background. Although I still have those values in place in my heart but there are a lot of things that I disagree with the asian culture. 1. Being respectful to elders- I respected elders a lot when I was younger, however as I am now older I unde...