Rambling Thoughts

My great grandmother passed away on valentines day. May she rest in Peace.  A day where she chose to leave this world was when everyone was crapping their pants on having no idea what to give their partners. Whereas my great grandmother left this world without suffering too much and leaving her love for her family behind.. well... This is how I see it. I thought I would get to see her again one last time... but she was suffering from shingles and a huge disgusting pressure ulcer that I was so pissed off about, overseas nurses and Personal Care attendants need to be educated more about this. Anyway, enough rant. My Great Grandmother was an amazing woman raised 8 children by herself when her husband died at the age of 50 something. She taught everyone of her children about life, her grand children and great grandchildren the meaning of happiness and life. No one is allowed to cry when she passed away. It's a religious/culture thing. I went to work to keep myself occupied. But ...

I am so proud of Mr R for getting into placements overseas! All that hard work has paid off. But what will I do without him for 5 weeks? Ok I sound clingy... But I hope I can take leave off to go see him. Nothing much has happened after my previous entry about his parents except they were talking to Mr. R about me as if nothing was wrong, Mr R wasn't to pleased with his parents attitude... What's the reason for a new leaf? Don't be fooled! They are trying to be nice because of Chinese New Year. If someone someone was being mean to someone during the new year period or the week before  you apparently will have a bad luck for the rest of the year. That's just a superstitious thought. Anyway..Chinese new year was great. It was nice to spend time with my family and my sister and nephew. Not much has been happening except back to work and on night shifts. My body clock is changed again...