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I hate it when you become really nice towards someone then they snap and mistreat you after all you have done for them. Sometimes I just absolutely hate it and I question myself why was I nice to them in the first place. 
The world is such a cruel place we give and we take, but the ones who give hurt the most because they put their heart and soul into caring for other people. The people who take it, take it with greed and do not appreciate what has been given to them. I wish people learn to appreciate each day and not be so greedy. Sometimes people can take their opinions and shove it!

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