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This year I started a course that I thought I'll never ever do in my life. It is so stressful and challenging at the same time. But I know I can endure this challenge.

First semester passed and I was really concentrating trying to achieve HDs all the way through. Typical asian thinking. But then I realise what's the point because every essay mark I got for one of the subject was only credit and one HD for an oral presentation. My other subject is were I scored Distinctions. There was a huge discrepancy in marking between the lecturers. I was very confused. I don't understand why the marking is so different. One was very strict and the other was quite laid back. But in the end I was quite happy with my exam results, didn't expect to get that mark. But it's all over and I will be starting second semester soon. So need this time to relax and brace myself. Meanwhile I am preparing to go to deliveries and studying different type of ventilations which i still struggle to understand. But I think I got this... practice makes perfect right?

It's almost over only about 4 or 5 months left soon I'll be qualified and work my way up the ladder. wish me luck. :)

-rambling thoughts.


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